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Gory Blister
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I Shall Hang Myself
The ceiling of my mind is a banqueting hall Thousand cockroaches shift on the floor I had a night in which everything was revealed Cockroaches comprise a truth I'll never speak They were there, and knew my name Don't let me forget
I'm sad, I feel the future is hopeless I'm bored, I'm guilty and I am being punished mniib,.fn.riie, I've lost interest in other people I cannot make decisions, I can't sleep, I can't think I cannot love, overcome my lonelyness, my fear, my disgust I would like to kill myself In darkness!
Four-forty-eight desparation visits, I shall speak no more I don't want to die I've become so depressed by the fact of my mortality I don't want to live, I don't want to die!
I will drown in disphoria In the cold black pond of the self The pit of my immaterial mind How can I return to form? Not a life I could countenance They will love me for that which destroys me
The sword in my dreams Find more lyrics at ※ Mojim.com The dust of my thoughts The sickness that breeds in the folds of my mind Ask me why!
I shall hang myself [4x]
Sertraline: insomnia worsened Citalopram: morning tremors Prozac: weight loss, homicidal thoughts, believes consultant is the Antichrist Thorazine: slept calmer
My body decompensates, my body flies apart Like a bird on the wing in a swollen sky How can I return to form? My mind is torn away by lightning As it flies apart from the thunder behind
Four-forty-eight desparation visits I've become so depress by the fact of my mortality Warm darkness, which soaks my eyes, I know no sin
The capture, the rapture, the rupture of a soul Validate me, witness me, see me, love me My final submission my final defeat Watch me vanish, watch me vanish, vanish I'm in my right mind I can see myself
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